being able to sit around for weeks without anybody talking to you or asking how you are is rough
especially when you’re constantly trying to make sure they’re okay, and you’re falling apart yourself
Sometimes I go to a movie and see two people giggling next to each other and it’s there.
And sometimes I walk to class and over hear two friends talking about their plans Friday night, and it’s there.
When I’m at dinner with my sister and her best friend is with us and they have this ridiculously cohesive humor with each other, it’s there too.
I’m constantly wondering why I don’t have a friendship like that. I don’t always know it, but it hits me in other people’s smiles and inside jokes. I don’t have that and that’s always there.❞